| 1. | Zuky Leigh | Tue Jun 05, 2007 @ 11:09PM |
Johnny,
Lord, I admired this piece. Indispensable beauty of one’s life. Memories seem to hold us together; moments in time intertwined and siphoned deeply into the indestructible core of our passionate hearts. I knew of a doctor many years past, who performed heart surgery almost every day of the grueling week. Once, a patient was in her mid 70’s and almost dying on the table, this particular doctor had to hold this person’s heart in the palm of his surgical-gloved hands. I recall him telling me that it was fiercely hot and burning on the surface of his skin, with such a violent temper of frequency.
Astonishing to me, he WAS holding her heart. That is a picture with indescribable words.
Pumping with pure blood and raging energy to keep itself alive. How rare is that for any of us. It was miraculous that the patient survived, but he never spoke of her to me after this happened. His work is very private.
Oddly, he did eventually express this one situation changed his life. On a day to day basis, he would always witness some kind of death in the vicinity of the hospital walls, yet this particular experience made him fall in love. Fall in love with life. Personally, he confided in me that when he would rest his face on the chest of his lover after sexual intercourse, he would always want to put his ear on her bosom. Just to listen to her pounding beat. I guess it made him feel more alive and real.
I for one, am an adrenaline junkie when it comes to treasures of past love affairs. They keep me going in my worst times in life. Exactly like your character.
I read every word with a rapturous breath, even though I knew he was going to die in the end. We all do eventually, yet how many of us actually have ecstasy in our minds before we take our last breath?
It seems in life nothing really matters except what is between our hearts and our sexual necessities; love and lovers. We hunger for both. Nonetheless, it seems masturbation takes place way before loving or falling in love, the two are tied so closely together. We go through such tragedy and supreme adventures in our lives. Once again, in reiteration – nothing really matters except for love and the memories of these sensations – and the sensations between our legs.
My dream before I die is to have climaxed with the most outrageous orgasm; taking my last breath of air with such emotional rapture.
That is pure heaven. It is to me, at least.
Zuky
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